


I write these journals in hope that one day you might actually find them and read them but I know for a fact that won't happen anytime soon.
I know that your relationship has been struggling for the last few years and I know that sometimes you don't want to talk to one another. That's ok, I can accept that. But what I can't accept is both of you using me as your messenger person. A referee in your relationship.
Please, stop it. I don't want to be your messenger person anymore. You don't know how much stress you put on me. I'm fed up of relaying messages between you two. This time, I really did think that you had learnt about the stress it was putting on me, but Mum, you clearly didn't. If you don't want to talk and you need to communicate, text or e-mail or just do something different because this method isn't working.
What you two don't see is the tears, the crying and the complete stress you put me under. I know you both love me, and I love you but I can't take this anymore. Please just find another way to at least be civil to one another.
Stop using me. You are both stressing me out.
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